6.
Transformation by God
- An Introduction to Christian Mysticism
The word
Mysticism
is used to describe the experience of the divine life as it gradually
develops in a person who is open to receive it. Almost all the main world
religions have developed a mystical teaching. It is designed to help every
serious searcher to go beyond the simple religious practises of the
beginner to experience the action of God, who gradually makes His presence
felt within. The way to Christian mysticism leads beyond the mere saying
or recitation of prayers to meditation.
Then onward to contemplation,
which is the word used to describe the sort of simple prayer that enables
a person to experience the hidden or mystical action of God making His
presence felt within. In Christianity it is always Jesus Christ who is the
object of meditation, but at the beginning of the mystic way, it is always
God who is the object of contemplation. The believer therefore begins to
wonder where the humanity of Christ has gone. The truth of the matter is
it has gone nowhere, it is we who have gone more deeply into Christ's
humanity where, in, with and through Him, we are praying and offering
ourselves to the Father. Now our prayer is more powerful than ever before
even though we may not feel that we are praying at all. The person who
remains faithful in this prayer becomes ever more open to receive the
inflow of God's Holy Spirit, who begins a profound purification. This
enables us to be more at one with Christ in His act of loving the Father
than we have been in the past, and more open to receive from the Father
the Love that draws us relentlessly onwards into the life of the three in
one.
You see unlike things cannot unite, the selfish cannot
be united to the selfless. That's why we have to be purified so that we
can be united with God and come to experience the fullness of Love that we
desire more than anything else. The beginning of the mystic way then is
not full of sweetness and light, but of bitterness and darkness, because
we are not yet purified enough to experience His presence, but only the
presence of the sinfulness and selfishness that keeps Him at bay. That's
why so many people pack up prayer at this stage, wrongly believing that
they are on the wrong path.
Now at this particular point in the journey a person
not only sees their sinfulness as never before, but also their utter
helplessness to do anything about it. The experience is not meant to turn
a person away from God, but to turn them to Him, as the only One who can
help them. However this purification takes some time, months or even
years, depending on commitment to prayer, before they can begin to
experience the presence of the Holy Spirit preparing them for union with
God.
Waiting on God is easy when He seems to be close at
hand listening to all we have to say and granting any request that we make
of Him. That's what's called cupboard love. But the real test of love is
when we are prepared to go on loving, go on giving, go on waiting when he
seems far away, when He doesn't seem to be listening at all, or granting
what is asked of Him. St John of the Cross makes it quite clear that
anyone who perseveres in prayer will inevitably come to the place where
one has to wait on God in darkness amidst dryness and aridity.
Here there will be, not only many distractions but
temptations too, against faith, hope and love. When there's no experience
of the presence of God for prolonged periods of time you begin to ask, not
just where is God, but is there a God, and if there is no God, what hope
is there? Only the person who is prepared to persevere waiting on God
despite these temptations will be purified and refined in such a way that
they are ready and prepared to receive the One who comes when you least
expect Him. Then His love will gradually transform them into the One they
have chosen to follow.
In order to grow to full stature a human being not only
needs to see and accept their weaknesses, but to experience the love that
will enable them to become the person they aspire to be. That’s why,
when a person has persevered long enough in the 'Night' to show they are
more interested in God than what they can get out of Him they are at last
open to receive the powerful mystical love that they need. The experience
of this love is so delicate to begin with that a person is only aware that
they would be spiritually diminished without the prayer that seems so full
of dryness and aridity. Then in what St Teresa of Avila calls the
prayer
of recollectiona
gentle absorption in God brings a sense of inner recollection and peace
despite the distractions.
This same experience increases as the awareness of
God's action rises in intensity to what she calls the
prayer
of quiet. Then when the
intensity increases to the point where there are no longer any
distractions to hinder absorption in God she calls it the prayer of full
union. This is ultimately
surpassed when the intensity of God's love cannot be sustained and moments
of oblivion or ecstasy
occur. These experiences of divine love have a profound effect on the
receiver who is never quite the same again. It not only effects them
personally but others too, who see something of the One whose love they
are receiving at work within them. Despite these brief but awesome
experiences they are but the prelude to a far more permanent experience
that doesn't just take place in the head, but envelops the whole person,
body and soul. This is sometimes called divinisationor theosis
in the Eastern Church. In the
west it has been called the transforming
union or the
mystical marriage.
Now marriage is not the end of love but a new beginning
that should deepen and deepen, in this case to eternity. In this, the
ultimate experience of God's love on earth the whole person, heart and
mind, body and soul, tangibly feels something of the love that draws them
into the vortex of life and love that endlessly revolves between the
Father and the Son. This profound mystical experience gradually becomes
permanent.
In experiencing this sublime union some of the fathers
of the Church believed that we could glimpse something of the
ever-deepening 'conscious ecstasy' that is our ultimate destiny. In order
to express the inexpressible as best he could St Gregory of Nyssa added
the Greek pre-fix 'ep' to the word ecstasy to make the new word
Epecstasy.
The force of this word means that we are called not just to ecstasy, but
to continual ecstasy, to go out of ourselves again and again as we are
endlessly transported out of ourselves and into God to eternity. God's
love is inexhaustible and so therefore is our journey into it and our
experience of it, that is only limited by our capacity to receive. This
capacity is itself continually expanded by what or rather whom it
receives.
The beginning of this ongoing and ever deepening
ecstasy is experienced even now in this life then for the person who is
prepared to journey on come what may in the Mystic Way. This will not only
help them to experience something of the mystical love that Jesus
continually experienced whilst on earth, but it will also give them
something of the same inner strength that He received too. It will
progressively impart the inner power and vitality needed to live the sort
of exemplary Christ-like lives to which we all aspire, and which is the
only ultimate test of any authentic spiritual life.
There is therefore only one way forward for the serious
searcher, who wants to be transformed into Christ in this life and to
share to eternity in the life that continually flows between Him and the
Father in the next. That way forward is, in the words of St Teresa of
Avila, to pray and to enter into the profound mystical experience of love
unlimited that alone can bring this union about and never to be deceived
by anyone, who tries to point you in another direction.
NB The ideas expressed in this
summary can be found at greater length in David Torkington's books,
details of which can be found on this website.